Whatever it is...

What ever it is that you have done is still unknown to me
From the moment we met till the bitter end I was as blinded as can be
You took the time to make me feel safe within the haven of your arms
Then turned your back when least expected leaving me open to worldly harms

What ever it is that you have done to me still causes so much pain
From the moment we met until right now I loved you just the same
You took my hand and held my heart and shattered it in front of my eyes
But the man I know, the one I love, is solely based on lies

What ever it is that you have done is cruel and far from kind
From the moment we met, the very start, you were playing with my mind
You took my fears and set me free, but only to challenge your skills
The love I gave and shared with you was used merely for your thrills

What ever it is that you have done nearly took my life
From the moment we met I feared your motives, but still I let you try
You took my walls and broke them down leaving me nowhere to hide
You vanquished my shelter, my solitude, my anguish and my pride

What ever it is that you have done still has an unbreakable hold
From the moment we met you buried your bones deep within my soul
You took the most cherished part of me and have yet to let it go
Silly am I for believing that our love was free to grow

What ever it is that you have done needs to come to an end
From the moment we met I did my best to be a loyal friend
You took my kindness for a weakness and have yet to feel my wrath
The damage is done, the wound is deep… I hope we never cross paths

What ever it is that you have done I forgive you as best I can
From the moment we met I always thought you to be an amazing man
You took your chances and are doing what's right based on the facts today
Tomorrow will soon come, but right now for your happiness is all that I pray

What ever it will be, will be...