Remember

I want to apologize for blaming you
I want to say sorry for the things I do
I hope you know I never meant wrong
You had me weak, needing to hold on

Your best interest was in my heart
I truly believed we would never part
You were my lover, my friend, my man, my King
You stole my heart, you were my everything

I cried from the pain for days, weeks and months
I would have done anything just to feel your touch
I waited and begged and prayed to God
But to me, your heart does not belong

I realize that now, so I'm letting you go
Time to move on and now I know
Your purpose in my life was so plain to see
Yet through it all I refused to believe

You loved me so much and as best as you could
Yet, somehow, that love was misunderstood
The loss had me so angry, bitter and scorned
Blaming the world and you as I mourned

I was missing out on the beauty of life
When I shut out the world and hid all my cries
Losing you really hurt me deep
But I never lost you and that's what I see

I see that I never had you, never at all
Because if I did our love would stand tall
Please remember the times that we had
Because all those memories are all that I have

I love you Marcello, I always will
I wish you the best from now until
I pray for your happiness, your health, your love
But as of now, I have had enough...

Goodbye Jello